10 things i hate about you

i just finished watching 10 things i hate about you.. found this movie while searching for the song going out of my head for the chorus i love you baby and if it's quite alright etc etc..

this movie really touched me especially the ending (10 things i hate about u)
i hate the way u talk to me
i hate the way u cut ur hair
i hate the way u drive my car
i hate it when u stare
i hate ur big dumb combat boots
and the way u read my mind
i hate you so much that it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme
i hate the way you are always right
i hate it when you lie
i hate it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry
i hate it when you are not around
and the fact that you didn't call
but mostly i hate the way that i don't hate you
not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all

she just cannot hate him even though she wanted to. isn't that simply sweet
haha.. i just can't help but feel sentimental haha

trust

trust - what a complicated word..

i hate being trusted but sometimes the feeling is like so addictive.
cos when ppl put their trust in u, u have to live up to expectations which sometimes can be overbearing. and also when u dun live up to their trust, the disappointment in them can really deal a blow to morale..
on the other hand, being trusted means that u can get things done quickly, especially w/o the need of being checked thru.. feels good to be trusted
but sometimes i rather ppl check thru what i do so that they dun have their trust misplaced..

do i really come across as someone rather trustworthy?
i think so cos ppl seem to be trusting me, be it ppl i just met(like taxi-drivers willing to let me draw cash at atm w/o fear that i run off), or ppl i've known for a long time..
i rather not be trusted fully..
checks and balances